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I kinda wish I had started Kiwi one bull run earlier so that my app and I could have been celebrated as an achievement in app engineering. Meanwhile, I‘ve started this app right into a crisis of meaning in this space, and to remain pure and earnest about my aspirations, I set out to demonstrate that building an app without excessive speculation is possible. Now I‘m at a point where I‘ve found that here, in this space, it might not be possible, and that while I was trying to inspire others, they‘re busy justifying their bullshit as glitter nihilism. I‘ve failed, it‘s over
It does feel like the trajectory seems one of eventually everyone will be leaning into speculation because it becomes the only game in town. I hope not, and I'd like people to not succumb into nihilism of any kind.